第四十五章 满月（一）

净净的地面怎会有油渍<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)'></span>而且刚好让人踩到的时候撞到了我的身上<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)'></span>皇上<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>这些您就从来没有怀疑过吗<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)'></span>您以为只要杖毙那个宫女<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>就什么事都没有了吗<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)'></span>”

    他回避了我的目光<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)'></span>

    我悲愤的几乎要大哭出来<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)'></span>

    我知道你要顾及郑氏一门和二皇子<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>可是二皇子是你的儿子<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>十二皇子就不是你的儿子吗<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)'></span>

    不<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>说到底<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>你所最重要的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>是皇位<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)'></span>是皇权<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)'></span>

    他转过身<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>有些疲惫的说：“你还没出月子<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>情绪这样大<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>对身子不好<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)'></span>找奶娘的事<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>朕会处理的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>你放心好了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)'></span>”

    他让我失望的次数已经够多了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>再多两次<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>也没什么<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)'></span>

    又过了两天<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>奶娘的事没什么进展<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>刘有余却带回一个让我更心寒的消息<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)'></span>

    “连海死了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>说是晚上喝醉了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>走夜路掉井里去了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)'></span>尸身被拉走的时候奴才让禄子去看过<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>后颈上一道淤青<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>分明是……是被人打昏之后再推入井里的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)'></span>”

    我坐直了身子：“那绿云呢<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)'></span>”

    “绿云倒是没什么<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>还在雅妃那里当差<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)'></span>只不过她家里人就……”

    “她家里人怎么了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)'></span>”我的心一阵阵发寒<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>难道为了保守这个秘密<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>会灭她满门不成<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)'></span>

    刘有余道：“小德子出宫看了一下<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>她家人从清平坊搬走了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>说是躲债去了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>具体搬去了哪儿<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598740/12786725/-5361873822047813846.png)'></span>谁也不知道啊<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)'></span>”

    我正愣神间<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>谷雨跑了进来<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>一进来就惊慌失措的说：“我刚才听说<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>承香殿的绿云上吊了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)'></span>”

    春分忙问：“你听谁说的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)'></span>”

    谷雨道：“我刚才路过承香殿听里面的人说的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)'></span>好端端的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>怎么会上吊<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)'></span>她不是升了一等<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>正得意吗<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975795.png)'></span>”

    因谷雨的性子憨直<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>又天真烂漫<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>念着过去的情谊<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>有些事我没有让她知道<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>为的就是不想让她也变成后宫里的死水<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>看不到一点波澜<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)'></span>我宁愿她保持着这一份童真<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>快快乐乐的活到出宫<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)'></span>

    所以关于绿云的事<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>她并没有参与<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)'></span>可是没想到<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>绿云这么快就死了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)'></span>

    在这个时候死了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>就在我和启恒说出那些话之后的两天<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017991408.png)'></span>

    我闭上眼<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>躺在床上<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>挥挥手<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>对她们说：“我累得很<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>你们都下去吧<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)'></span>”

    “娘娘……”春分似乎想劝慰我<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)'></span>

    我只是摇了摇头：“没事<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>都下去吧<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)'></span>”

    她们都退了出去<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>闭上眼<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>眼前便是漆黑一片<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)'></span>我像是游走在暗夜里的盲人<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>看不到一丝光明；又像是飘在海面上忍受着风暴的浮萍<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>总感觉随时都会被涌流吞没<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)'></span>

    身边的小人儿忽然动了一下<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>我忙睁开眼看向他<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>他却只是嘟了嘟嘴<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>却没醒来<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)'></span>

    我怔怔的看着他<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>忽然攥紧了手心<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)'></span>

    人常说<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>为母则强<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)'></span>

    所以我为了我的孩子要变得强大<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>才能应付那些随时可能伤害我们的敌人<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598735/12786725/4369560544406043941.png)'></span>哪怕那个敌人是这孩子的父亲<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598745/12786725/1047592872135144203.png)'></span>我也<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598750/12786725/-8683841498143934630.png)'></span>绝不退缩<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1349143598730/12786725/-6653843968017975789.png)'></span>

    （PS：是不是又开始啰嗦了我）